Clouded
Elena Christopher
The kind old lady got into her car
And I wondered if she was going to disappear.
I started walking through the hordes of people
When an airplane passed
Overhead, gliding not-so-gracefully through a cloud
Which made me think it might vanish, too.
“You’re being way too
Much,” my friend teased in her car
But my head was still lost in the cloud
Of where things go and what could disappear.
More and more time had passed
With nothing to separate me from these people.
Murderers and horn-honkers and those types of people,
Sure, but the no-good do-nothings, too.
And maybe the time for Carpe Diem had passed
But I suddenly wanted to get out of that car
Because everything behind me was starting to disappear
Into the misty gray of a storm cloud.
Outside, I peered up at a light, cirrus cloud
As I walked into the restaurant filled with my people.
Before long, I wanted nothing more than to disappear;
They were all there for me and it was too
Overwhelming when I didn’t even own a car
And the age for things like that had long since passed.
Slowly but surely, though, the evening passed
And soon the unshakeable cloud
Of fatigue had filled my head. As I waited for the car,
Saying goodbye to all of those people,
I wondered if I had drunk too
much: I felt sad knowing they would all probably disappear.
They would. Just like most people disappear.
And as the steadfast sun passed
The horizon line I hoped that I wouldn’t disappear, too.
Because who really remembers who invented the cloud
Or the science of people
Or who created the first car.
And when enough time has passed like each speeding car
We’ll disappear. Fickle people
Who spend too much time with their head in a cloud.